the inner workings of ashleigh's twisted mind

the chrishmo experiment

2005-05-04T10:09:00.000+10:00

a good day to all you faithful blog supporters.... i am currently here with chris(smith) in entertainment and we are "researching" makeup in the library! FUN! it is the 2nd week of term 2, yr 12, how boring i am, christopher is talking about how much in love with me he is, its a burden being this well loved i can tell you that! christopher will now say a few words to you fine folks......

hello, i am christopher and im a big smelly head, ashleigh is the most splendiferous person in the whole wide world and i hope she'll marry me one day, must go, seeya!

well. there youhave it. i ROCK!! better go. might be caught by teacher!

and how long has it been now.....?

2005-01-19T15:33:00.000+11:00

well, i was reading some other peoples blogs and decided that i feel like some literary relief... a little pensive therapy.. who knows maybe it will help me realise how much work i have to do... i think there are less than two weeks till we go back to school and the amount of work i have to do is astounding... i feel suffocated... but its all my fault in all honesty.. for not doing any work, for deciding that going out with my friends and sleeping as much as i can is more important.. i have major works for art and drama to do as well as my art book, my drama essay, english novel reading and question, english essay and modern history questions,.... and have done none of it except almost finish reading the book, im hoping that while im staying with my aunty (this thursday to early sunday) i will do alot, but being surrounded by the crazy mauritians will not help! arrgghh! lately ive been feeling very nostalgic.. im missing everyone, i love sleeping in particularly on these really cold, gloomy rainy days but i miss the whole group, i see some people but i want it all! last night in bed as i was contemplating my existence i realised that schools almost over... and that is the scariest thing in the world to me as school is my world, maybe not the academic side so much but the people, the atmoshpere, the routine... i dont know how im going to deal with saying goodbye... because i know thats the reality of the situation.. i will have to say goodbye to so many people in my life... my world... people that have touched my life. scary thoughts. however im looking forward to the social side of this year, the camp, the carnivals etc...... and i have decided to take a leaf out of "a walk to remember" (very corny teen movie i watched) and am going to create myself a list of things i want to do before i die... maybe morbid but helpful, i think.... in it i shall include things like getting married, falling inlove, having children and even small weird things that you wouldnt usually think people would care about doing... anyways i like the idea, i dont have alot of drive or ambition in my life, but this is my start to change things... embrace reality... anyways, gotta go to the post office seeya at school

i knew i wouldn't post for long

2004-08-04T16:19:00.000+10:00

howdy folks! i have finally got time to update... but one thing first, any of you out there with blogs please inform me of the web addys so that i may grace them with my glorious presence! anyways, i suppose i've had a little more excitment since my last post but i cant think of what.... hmmm... well, went to work placement and it was pretty good, we got to go to the carrers market and do special fx makeup on people and that was alot of flat out work.... so many kids... not enough time.. and then we got enlightened on our supervisors entire life story including all her previous loves and when the woman lost her virginity! too much information! anyways, i went back to school and it was pretty good, life isnt brilliant but i cant complain because there are sooo many people out there with much worse lives, at least i have friends and family and feel loved- most of the time! lol! ive made a decision to become a-sexual.. i dont need men and i dont need women and im proud to be part of the a-sexual club (which merely consists of jessica and myself) -stinkin everyopne else seems to actually enjoy romantic possibilities... why?..i dont know! oooh! i have news! in a short period of time jessica and i shall be commencing our play.. yes, together we are going to direct a play which will be on at the beginning of term 1 next year and im really looking forward to it, it'll be fun challenging ourselves and producing something people can come and see and know that WE did that! ok, might not make sense to you but it does to me! and im looking forward to it! im also looking forward to the senior play which i want to get a part in, only a small hardly memorable part as im sure i wouldnt even get a big part but it would be fun cos although i like being part of the technical side of productions i still miss being up on the stage! anyways, i could probably go on and on but i dont really have the time... ive got an empty stomach and an entertainment assignment that aint gonna do itself! PEACE OUT DUDES!

another boring morning at home

2004-07-16T11:06:00.000+10:00

howdy folks! well, i suppose ive done a little more than usual since my last post. on sunday i went to the movies with smurf and jessie, my second date with jessie! we saw shrek and it was pretty good, puss in boots is the cutest little thing and i want one, ok, i kinda hate cats but whatever, however the movie didnt live up to mel's (my sister's) non stop going on about it. we had fun, got stalked by some guy all over the plaza and just as smurf had a brainstorm, that we should stalk him, he lost us. then some hot guy was checking out jessie and he had two hot friends for me and smurf so we got all excited and decided to go back later to see them, when we went back they were gone, thats procrastination for you. so that night i made myself a new bag with some material i bought that day, its shotty but i think the visibile stiching marks add character.

When i got home my sis told me luke left a message saying something about the movies and christina, so hearing good old crispy cream was back i decided to go, but not see the movie as i didnt wanna see the same movie again (shrek), didnt wanna waste money on it and was more interested in the idea of some good old fashioned shopping, and this was a good time to shop as there would be no one around for me to bother. so i went and saw tina, anne and hannah came too, and then luke just as they were going into the movies. i had fun being by myself, being by yourself is highly underrated, dont get me wrong, most of the time when im at school i hate being alone, i just wanna be with my friends as much as i can, but then like at home and when im walking and stuff i just love being alone because i can clear my mind, like i said before, i dont like writting my thoughts down so being alone, even if im surrounded by people is really good for me. ok, no one really needed to hear that... oh well, serves you right for reading it. anyways, so i went to meet up with the dudes again and waited and waited and waited, a couple of times i went to the food court to see if they were there but they werent, i saw tahnee and we talked a little and then she dragged me to the counter to ask how long shrek goes for (1 1/2 hours) oopps! so i walked around a little trying to find the dudes with no luck, however, as i was preparing to go catch my train, thats when i saw them, chrispy cream was very apologetic but i didnt really care, as i said before, i liked being alone. i sometimes find that i put on facades around certain people in order to be how i think they want me to be, i dont change my personalitly, i more change my mood, and thats annoying because i would much prefer to just show how im feeling, but then again, there are a handful of people that i will show how i feel and so im lucky that i have those people.. anyways, so i hung around with tina, anne, hannah and luke a little more but we didnt do much interesting. crispy cream was attepting to be the self sworn facist leader of the group, anne was occasionally trying to throw her off government in between reading her book, luke didnt appear to wanna be there (i dont blame him, stuck with a bunch of girls who dont wanna do the same things as him) and hannah was just chilling.

The next day, pina invited me to her house, more so luke did, so i thought that i may aswell, so i went, the minute i got there i fell inlove all over again with her dogs and married one by the end of the arvo. got to see luke's term 2 video and his term 1 again, i really like his videos cos he does them well and being a sentimental wuss that i am i would love to have that many memories put together, thats why making videos for peoples birthdays is so enjoyable to me, cos i get to keep them and watch them lots, even if theyre not about me or for me, and even if ive seen them countless times, its always fun. his term 2 was really good cos it was nice and long! except as he said, u need to watch them a couple of times to get everything cos theres alot of quick flashes of photos. anyways, we hung out there untill i had to leave to take care of some calls that i had to do for work placement. when we were leaving, as i was waiting for my bus, we saw flood, michael, corinne and meghan, that was cool cos i got to hang around with them a little and i stole jess's milo icecream! i then eventually caught the bus and walked home.

the next day was annoying, i went all the way to silverwater on all the stupid trains and busses and taxi's only to be told that there was only a hair appointment for my mum, so she got her hair done as i watched.... we then went back to penrith as i was gonna buy i dye for home kit thing but i never did... however, when we went to springers i got a cool new hippie top from alternative influence to add to my collection, its so penny lane i cant wait to wear it.... sorry..

i promise, im almost done, im just pondwering over my art thing, at first i thought id do the six of us (me anne, jess, jessie, fran and elle) and the link would be music, like us re doing poses of famous rockstars that we love ie. queen and then paintings of jessie and fran actually playing and us like, karaokeing it or air guitaring or something.... now ive got this other idea where its the six of us and like, our idols, like, jess doing a james dean thing and i dunno, anne doing elvis or something... but im not sure!!!! arrgghhh....... how annoying i think both are pretty good, maybe ill just expreiment a little in my book and see how i go... oh well, better go, my hand hurts form typing so much

i have no life

2004-07-05T10:19:00.000+10:00

hmmmmmmmmmmmm.... what to write.... what to write..... it is monday morning and ive just gotten up, soon enough im going to springers with jess so at least ill be getting out of the house which is pretty cool, even though it will be with that loser. gee whiz i had no idea my life was so boring, ive got nothing really happening in it, nothing excited or interesting at least. its all pretty much the same thing, over and over. in these hols i have my penrith academy open day... not looking forward to that a whole bunch as i dont know hardly any of my lines for all the stuff im doing which kinda sux, plus i have to call some of the girls tp organise the face painting that were doing... i also have to go over my shakespeare duologue with mitch, my self devised, whos on first with ash andd..... o great i cant eve remember what else i have to do... im not thrilled to do it cos ive recently realised that im actually not a very talented actor at all.. good thing i dont want to be one as an occupation otherwise i'd never make it.. thats annoying but i still love drama so i'm still gonna do it. actually, on the topic of occupations, lately i have been researching some things on possible careers for me.. i dont think im ever gonna settle.. i did decide i was interested in fashion design cos i like sketching new and interesting clothes and i like working with fabrics and stuff but i also learnt that to learn about that, i would actually have to learn about textiles and stuff which is nt so interesting.... i still have theatrical make up artist on my mind and still am interested in it but now im also interested in floristry, because recently a myth that i believed about floristry was abolished, i thought being a florist had a lot to do with like, gardening and learning about gardening, which is rather boring to me, but it is not!! YAY!! so ive been looking up tafe courses and community college courses and stuff but first ofcourse, im gonna have to get a job, which im actually looking forward to doing but i just have to wait to see what comes up, i also think im gonna leave penrith acadamey as the cost is too xtreme for my dad, even if he doesnt admitt it and i dont really want all that extra work particularly if i dont even wanna be an actor as a career.... anyways, i must leave as i am boring myself... i apologise my faithful readers... (pffffttt.. like i have any) seeya!

i have a blog!

2004-07-04T20:55:00.000+10:00

howdy folks, yes, i ashleigh munn have succumbed to the pressure of acquiring my very own blog. hmm.. what to write, what to write, i should firstly, actually warn all readers that this will most likely be a boring blog to read. but i am happy i now have a place to clear my mind, i've never been into diaries because i was look back onto what ive written and cringe at how utterly ridiculous i am, and although i obviously will be unable to confide all the deepest thouhts of my mind, this shall be fun indeed! ok, well, it is sunday and i have just begun my hols, im not crazy about the idea of hols, i miss my friends all day every day and have nothing better to do then slug around infront of the telly which is not the most exciting thing to do for two whole weeks. i however hope to see my friends in these hols, i just cant be bothered organising anything. i am also pooped cos i wont see some of my friends for 3 weeks as the first week back from hols i shall be on work placement at cameron jane, im looking forward to that experience but am also scared to enter that big bad world. anyways, i did pretty much nothing today, i got up, went to church and then came back, bumbed around and then went to bilo with my dad to get the papers, unfortunately the paper did not have the evolution of rock article they were meant to have. arrgghhh.... anyways.. wow, this was a boring post, well im gonna go and have some apple pie.. peace out folks