i have no life

hmmmmmmmmmmmm.... what to write.... what to write..... it is monday morning and ive just gotten up, soon enough im going to springers with jess so at least ill be getting out of the house which is pretty cool, even though it will be with that loser. gee whiz i had no idea my life was so boring, ive got nothing really happening in it, nothing excited or interesting at least. its all pretty much the same thing, over and over. in these hols i have my penrith academy open day... not looking forward to that a whole bunch as i dont know hardly any of my lines for all the stuff im doing which kinda sux, plus i have to call some of the girls tp organise the face painting that were doing... i also have to go over my shakespeare duologue with mitch, my self devised, whos on first with ash andd..... o great i cant eve remember what else i have to do... im not thrilled to do it cos ive recently realised that im actually not a very talented actor at all.. good thing i dont want to be one as an occupation otherwise i'd never make it.. thats annoying but i still love drama so i'm still gonna do it. actually, on the topic of occupations, lately i have been researching some things on possible careers for me.. i dont think im ever gonna settle.. i did decide i was interested in fashion design cos i like sketching new and interesting clothes and i like working with fabrics and stuff but i also learnt that to learn about that, i would actually have to learn about textiles and stuff which is nt so interesting.... i still have theatrical make up artist on my mind and still am interested in it but now im also interested in floristry, because recently a myth that i believed about floristry was abolished, i thought being a florist had a lot to do with like, gardening and learning about gardening, which is rather boring to me, but it is not!! YAY!! so ive been looking up tafe courses and community college courses and stuff but first ofcourse, im gonna have to get a job, which im actually looking forward to doing but i just have to wait to see what comes up, i also think im gonna leave penrith acadamey as the cost is too xtreme for my dad, even if he doesnt admitt it and i dont really want all that extra work particularly if i dont even wanna be an actor as a career.... anyways, i must leave as i am boring myself... i apologise my faithful readers... (pffffttt.. like i have any) seeya!