the inner workings of ashleigh's twisted mind

incase i havent already said it, its all down in writting, caution, very likely to be boring, unnecesarily long but if you've got no life like myself, enjoy!!

Friday, July 16, 2004

another boring morning at home

howdy folks! well, i suppose ive done a little more than usual since my last post. on sunday i went to the movies with smurf and jessie, my second date with jessie! we saw shrek and it was pretty good, puss in boots is the cutest little thing and i want one, ok, i kinda hate cats but whatever, however the movie didnt live up to mel's (my sister's) non stop going on about it. we had fun, got stalked by some guy all over the plaza and just as smurf had a brainstorm, that we should stalk him, he lost us. then some hot guy was checking out jessie and he had two hot friends for me and smurf so we got all excited and decided to go back later to see them, when we went back they were gone, thats procrastination for you. so that night i made myself a new bag with some material i bought that day, its shotty but i think the visibile stiching marks add character. 
              
When i got home my sis told me luke left a message saying something about the movies and christina, so hearing good old crispy cream was back i decided to go, but not see the movie as i didnt wanna see the same movie again (shrek), didnt wanna waste money on  it and was more interested in the idea of some good old fashioned shopping, and this was a good time to shop as there would be no one around for me to bother. so i went and saw tina, anne and hannah came too, and then luke just as they were going into the movies. i had fun being by myself, being by yourself is highly underrated, dont get me wrong, most of the time when im at school i hate being alone, i just wanna be with my friends as much as i can, but then like at home and when im walking and stuff i just love being alone because i can clear my mind, like i said before, i dont like writting my thoughts down so being alone, even if im surrounded by people is really good for me. ok, no one really needed to hear that... oh well, serves you right for reading it. anyways, so i went to meet up with the dudes again and waited and waited and waited, a couple of times i went to the food court to see if they were there but they werent, i saw tahnee and we talked a little and then she dragged me to the counter to ask how long shrek goes for (1 1/2 hours) oopps! so i walked around a little trying to find the dudes with no luck, however, as i was preparing to go catch my train, thats when i saw them, chrispy cream was very apologetic but i didnt really care, as i said before, i liked being alone. i sometimes find that i put on facades around certain people in order to be how i think they want me to be, i dont change my personalitly, i more change my mood, and thats annoying because i would much prefer to just show how im feeling, but then again, there are a handful of people that i will show how i feel and so im lucky that i have those people.. anyways, so i hung around with tina, anne, hannah and luke a little more but we didnt do much interesting. crispy cream was attepting to be the self sworn facist leader of the group, anne was occasionally trying to throw her off government in between reading her book, luke didnt appear to wanna be there (i dont blame him, stuck with a bunch of girls who dont wanna do the same things as him) and hannah was just chilling.
                    
The next day, pina invited me to her house, more so luke did, so i thought that i may aswell, so i went, the minute i got there i fell inlove all over again with her dogs and married one by the end of the arvo. got to see luke's term 2 video and his term 1 again, i really like his videos cos he does them well and being a sentimental wuss that i am i would love to have that many memories put together, thats why making videos for peoples birthdays is so enjoyable to me, cos i get to keep them and watch them lots, even if theyre not about me or for me, and even if ive seen them countless times, its always fun. his term 2 was really good cos it was nice and long! except as he said, u need to watch them a couple of times to get everything cos theres alot of quick flashes of photos. anyways, we hung out there untill i had to leave to take care of some calls that i had to do for work placement. when we were leaving, as i was waiting for my bus, we saw flood, michael, corinne and meghan, that was cool cos i got to hang around with them a little and i stole jess's milo icecream! i then eventually caught the bus and walked home.
 
the next day was annoying, i went all the way to silverwater on all the stupid trains and busses and taxi's only to be told that there was only a hair appointment for my mum, so she got her hair done as i watched.... we then went back to penrith as i was gonna buy i dye for home kit thing but i never did... however, when we went to springers i got a cool new hippie top from alternative influence to add to my collection, its so penny lane i cant wait to wear it.... sorry..
 
i promise, im almost done, im just pondwering over my art thing, at first i thought id do the six of us (me anne, jess, jessie, fran and elle) and the link would be music, like us re doing poses of famous rockstars that we love ie. queen and then paintings of jessie and fran actually playing and us like, karaokeing it or air guitaring or something.... now ive got this other idea where its the six of us and like, our idols, like, jess doing a james dean thing and i dunno, anne doing elvis or something... but im not sure!!!! arrgghhh....... how annoying i think both are pretty good, maybe ill just expreiment a little in my book and see how i go... oh well, better go, my hand hurts form typing so much

2 Comments:

  • At July 17, 2004 6:48 PM, Blogger James said…

    Lukes videos are good. But I think there is a limit to how many times you can watch that kind of thing (I've seen Year of the Idiot about 30 times, I suppose I still like it though, so maybe you can watch it over (and over (and over (and over)))).

    I like being by myself too. I find I get crowded at school, always have really. These days it's more of a losing touch with different people kind of thing though, and so I can be both crowded and isolated at the same time.

    The holidays have always been a time where I recover from the complications of the school social structure. I do like doing things outside of school though, catching up with people, but people stopped asking me a while ago.

    Anyway, I've been pretty busy these holidays so it'll be good to get back to school for a bit of a break.

    Good to see you've jumped onto the blogging bandwagon.

     
  • At July 23, 2004 11:55 PM, Blogger stephaine said…

    hey baby!
    i dont think your life is boring at all and i've seen you act and i quite like it, i dont care what you say:)
    shelley was happy you said hi and chatted with her.
    i love you and miss you dearly!
    MWA!

     

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